Today

So today i woke up and thought it would be a normal Sunday. Then the sadness started to follow me. I just feel as if no matter how hard i try. I'm always coming up short. Maybe there's nothing i can do but live this life and then just die. But maybe this is once again i test i need to pass. Ive never been good in classes. Ive always had a hard time trying to pass test. But when it comes to life test. I feel as if i always pass.